Thank you and (NOT really) goodbye.
Nov. 18th, 2009 03:39 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
a1y_puffDearest F-list,
First of all, I want to say THANK YOU SO MUCH FROM THE DEEPEST OF MY HEART for all your attentions and hugs in my previous entry. Really, I appreciate them. Your words mean a lot to me, so thanks and I'm sorry I couldn't reply to all your comments, but do know I'm grateful for all of them. *hugs*
So anyway. Currently I'm mentally and emotionally exhausted. It's not about my grandmother, but... Well, RL is currently driving me crazy and trying the limit of my patience. Always, when I almost get what I want, it's taken away. I'm tired of all the hopimg and believing and stuff, and it doesn't help my mood and muse. So umm. I'm going to be in a SEMI-HIATUS state as of now. I'm sorry if I haven't been and will not be commenting much on your entries, and I will not be able to be productive either, until I figure out what the hell does Lady Fate want from me and settle myself down.
So umm. I'm sorry and bye for now, dearies?
Love,
Ai
First of all, I want to say THANK YOU SO MUCH FROM THE DEEPEST OF MY HEART for all your attentions and hugs in my previous entry. Really, I appreciate them. Your words mean a lot to me, so thanks and I'm sorry I couldn't reply to all your comments, but do know I'm grateful for all of them. *hugs*
So anyway. Currently I'm mentally and emotionally exhausted. It's not about my grandmother, but... Well, RL is currently driving me crazy and trying the limit of my patience. Always, when I almost get what I want, it's taken away. I'm tired of all the hopimg and believing and stuff, and it doesn't help my mood and muse. So umm. I'm going to be in a SEMI-HIATUS state as of now. I'm sorry if I haven't been and will not be commenting much on your entries, and I will not be able to be productive either, until I figure out what the hell does Lady Fate want from me and settle myself down.
So umm. I'm sorry and bye for now, dearies?
Love,
Ai
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Date: 2009-11-18 08:58 am (UTC)i know how you feel... there are times when you just feel too depressed.. you can't write anything,,,,
i write poems.. and though they say that frustration is the best writer... it's just not that way sometimes... so i just listen to music.. and wallow in my room....
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Date: 2009-11-18 10:23 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-11-18 09:18 am (UTC)I'm gonna MISS you !!!!!! I know how you feel though ...
I really hope you'll soon find out what Lady Fate wants from you, and that inspiration will come back.
Don't stay away for too long ... :'(
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Date: 2009-11-18 10:20 am (UTC)And yea, I hope things will turn out fine soon so I won't be gone for long. :)
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Date: 2009-11-19 07:21 am (UTC)Take all the time you need, though. ^^ We'll still be here, we're not going anywhere, so .. XD
*huggles*
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Date: 2009-11-20 06:53 am (UTC)But uhm ... would you like a christmas card of me? ^^
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Date: 2009-11-30 01:27 pm (UTC)And I'd love a card :D
Actually, I don't celebrate christmas but if you don't mind sending me a happy holiday or a new year card? :D
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Date: 2009-11-30 01:37 pm (UTC)Okay, can you send me your address in a PM? :-) I'd love to send you a happy holiday card ... XD
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Date: 2009-11-18 09:25 am (UTC)I want to wish you good luck with everything. I hope you can create a little peace/rest in your head and your life. I love you Ai-chan and I will miss you a lot!
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Date: 2009-11-18 10:09 am (UTC)(Btw did ur internet kick u out? Neeway, g'luck with NaNo :D)
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Date: 2009-11-18 09:33 am (UTC)I've never been good at comforting someone. T^T
But, I hope things will get better soon for you.
We'll still be here when you come back. :)
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Date: 2009-11-18 10:04 am (UTC)Oh, and advanced happy birthday to you! :D
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Date: 2009-11-18 01:13 pm (UTC)/kisses
and take care~ &hearts
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Date: 2009-11-18 10:10 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-11-18 10:25 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-11-18 10:49 am (UTC)but take your time and rest a bit! We're waiting for you to come back! ^^ *hugs*
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Date: 2009-11-18 11:00 am (UTC)I'll miss you A1y-san...
Hope to see you 'alive' soon
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Date: 2009-11-18 11:07 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-11-18 11:59 am (UTC)I'll miss you ~ but make sure you take as long as you need and take time for yourself! (with ice cream, good books and all else that is necessary)
Take care!
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Date: 2009-11-30 02:06 pm (UTC)I did those (eating food till I got diarrhea and reading an Indonesian best-selling novel that happened to be gay XD)
Thanks for your concern :)
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Date: 2009-11-18 03:51 pm (UTC)Well, dearest, I think it's a wise decision. The fandom and the manga and the readers will be here waiting, but priorities are priorities, and you should focus in RL for now, if it's what you need.
I wish you luck, blessings, rest and peace of mind.
Iterasshai ne.
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Date: 2009-11-30 02:02 pm (UTC)Thank you :)
Things are still.. Well, not-so-good. But I've calmed down quite a bit (in the sense of 'whatever will be, will be, not that I can do much about it.') haha...
I hope I won't be gone from writing for long, though. Maybe I'll come back to posting fic in a month... I hope.
Thanks so much for your support and concern! *hugs*
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Date: 2009-11-18 05:07 pm (UTC)Just. Yeah. Come back whenever life lets you *nod, nod* And good luck with everything! *hugs*
Late reply is LATE...
Date: 2009-11-30 01:58 pm (UTC)RL still sucks but I feel a bit better... I think. :)
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Date: 2009-11-18 09:55 pm (UTC)Late reply is LATE...
Date: 2009-11-30 01:56 pm (UTC)And yes... Though I don't know how to even begin to write how I'm feeling... And I call myself a writer *fails*
Thanks for your concern :D
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Date: 2009-11-19 05:24 am (UTC)That's not the point.
Take your time and just update within a year so we know you're alive, mmkay? <3
Late reply is LATE...
Date: 2009-11-30 01:34 pm (UTC)Thanks! I miss you already XD *hugs*
I might still be posting random stuff at times. And I might attempt to write a fic for Allen's birthday in a month. That is, if I managed to get my muse back. I hope I will.
Oh, and IF I do manage... Would you mind beta for me again? :)
Re: Late reply is LATE...
Date: 2009-11-30 01:43 pm (UTC)Of course! I love beta-ing your stories! <3
Re: Late reply is LATE...
Date: 2009-11-30 01:52 pm (UTC)Your email is still the same, right?
Re: Late reply is LATE...
Date: 2009-11-30 03:54 pm (UTC)And yuppers, still the same lame e-mail xD
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Date: 2009-11-19 11:03 pm (UTC)Late reply is LATE...
Date: 2009-11-30 01:29 pm (UTC)