[Fic -- TezuFuji] Heartfelt Melodies
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a1y_puffTitle: Heartfelt Melodies
Pairing: TezuFuji *gasps* XD
Summary: A set of unrelated drabbles on various Tezuka-Fuji relationships.
Rating: PG-ish
Warnings: Some of these may make little sense. Unbetaed. Random.
Dedications:![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
chibikaoruchan, tsundelenxkaho, demonessryu, and other September Birthday Celebrants.
A/N: Ignore the lame title please, thank you. Written in my attempt to get my writing mood and muse back. HAPPY BIRTHDAY Tina and Caroline! Wish you all the best. I’m sorry I can only give you this, but please enjoy ^^. For Ryu, advanced happy birthday!! I won’t be able to write anything for quite a while, so here’s an early b’day gift for you. It conveniently has ‘Full of Grace’, by the way. You asked me once for that, ne?
Anyway, this will be my b’day gift for everyone whose birthdays I have and probably will miss. I’m quite busy these days, and being PC-less didn’t help. Just, Please enjoy~
Music Meme
1. Pick a character, pairing, or fandom you like.
2. Turn on your music player and put it on random/shuffle.
3. Write a drabble related to each song that plays. You only have the time frame of the song to finish the drabbles; you start when the song starts, and stop when it's over. No lingering afterwards!
4. Do ten of these, then post them.
01. “Eyes on Me” – Faye Wong
Fuji had seen that man for a few times now; the tall, dark-haired man that had been frequenting this little bar where he worked as a pianist and a singer. It was frequent, the looks Fuji often caught from those hazel orbs—Fuji had always possessed excellent eyesight, thus he could tell his eye color despite the distance and dim light.
It made him want to smile, those shy looks the seemingly stoic man had been giving him.
So tonight, he decided that, if that man wasn’t going to make his move, then he would just approach him. After all, those looks did mean something, right?
Fuji walked gracefully through the small crowd to a corner, where that man always silently stood. He could see that man noticing his approach, so Fuji smiled.
Once they were face-to-face, Fuji was immediately drawn to the dark eyes that seemed to hold a lot of emotions that the stoic façade didn’t let on.
Fuji let his cerulean eyes show as he smiled up to the man.
“Hello, my name is Fuji Shuusuke. Would you mind joining me for a drink?”
* * *
02. “Repeat” – Acidman
Tezuka sometimes imagined himself as a tree. A lone, emotionless tree with roots planted deep and strong under a solid ground. It was how he was; unmoving, unaffected. Then maybe, Fuji was the wind. A soft breeze that created a comfortable balance to his unmoving self.
That was how he saw their friendship.
So when Fuji started harboring feelings towards him—Tezuka knew, of course. He was stoic but not dense—Tezuka felt uneasy. It disrupted the balance, this new feeling Fuji blew to his direction. And Tezuka, stubborn as he was, kept his resolve to not change anything between them, not admitting the change happening between them.
Deep, deep inside, though, he felt like this was a mistake. Yet he was afraid to admit it, afraid to face it, afraid to leave the comfortable friendship he had built with Fuji for all these years. He knew he hurt Fuji by acting indifferent, but he didn’t know what else to do, simply because he didn’t know how to deal with the feelings slowly growing inside himself.
And so he backed away each time Fuji took a step forward, repeating his mistakes again, and again.
* * *
03. “Northern Cross” – Sheryl Nome starring May’n
Tezuka was never one to act on impulse. Neither was he someone irrational. But somehow, this pounding in his chest whenever a certain tensai was near was slowly driving him crazy, simply because he didn’t know how to deal with it.
So he was surprised at himself when one day after practice, when Fuji cornered him and asked Tezuka to tell him what had been bothering the captain, Tezuka blurted out his feelings.
The look on Fuji’s face made Tezuka regret ever saying those words.
“I’m really sorry, Tezuka,” was Fuji’s reply, accompanied by that painful smile that it hurt Tezuka just to look at him.
And in that instant, Tezuka felt like his world was shattered.
* * *
04. “Full of Grace” – Sarah McLachlan
It was a really cold winter in Japan that Fuji could practically feel his bone froze. He was halfway to the house of the man that was once shared his love with. The one man that he had hurt and betrayed.
They had decided to separate because of their mounting arguments had done nothing but hurt each other. But now Fuji knew better. He should’ve fought to keep their relationship. He should’ve never let Tezuka go.
He knew he could love Tezuka better than this.
So he made a promise to himself that he would, but to do that, he needed to get Tezuka back first.
And he certainly will get him back.
* * *
05. “Sleep Don’t Weep” – Damien Rice
Tezuka watched the honey-haired man lay in his bed, an unreadable expression on his face. He gently stroked the light brown locks, absently brushing his cheek, gently tracing the trail of dried tears.
It had been a rough day for Fuji, he knew.
Being the eldest son, not to mention a genius one had put a lot of expectations on those slender shoulders. So it hadn’t really been a surprise when his father went furious when Fuji had admitted his relationship with Tezuka.
Those hurtful words had been thrown to Fuji, and yet the brunette had taken them all without so much of a flinch, but Tezuka knew better. He had been, and still was, hurting inside.
Slowly, Fuji leaned against his touch, and Tezuka saw him closing his eyes, a tired look on his face. He bent down and lightly kissed Fuji on the forehead, and whispered on his ear that everything would be alright, that he would be there for Fuji no matter what.
“Sleep,” he gently ordered, brushing Fuji’s face lightly, repeatedly, until Fuji’s breathing evened out as he drifted off to a tired slumber.
* * *
06. “Hanamuke no Melody” (Farewell’s Melody) – Jyuukai
Tezuka looked out to the veranda illuminated by the orange light of the setting sun. Once, Fuji had used to stand there, just admiring the sight with a serene smile.
Now though, there was only Tezuka left in this little apartment. Fuji had gone far away to chase his dream and tend to his responsibilities, and Tezuka would be doing the same soon enough. It had been their mutual decision to free each other from their bond.
Because they could no longer be selfish, now that both of them were adults, right?
He remembered that day they had said goodbye, not really willing to let go of each other, they had made a promise; that if one day they could meet again and were given a second chance, then maybe, at that time, they would struggle to be together.
And with that promise as their anchor, they were now walking their separate ways.
* * *
07. “Waltz” – Suneohair
Attraction was kind of like gravity, Fuji had thought. No matter how you try to deny it, you would only get pulled closer and closer.
It had gotten rather tiring, this waltz he had been doing with Tezuka. While both of them knew there was something between them—something that reached beyond their comfortable friendship—neither of them dared to embrace it. Instead, both of them just danced around each other, not wanting to get too close and yet not willing to be too far apart.
But enough was enough. Fuji decided that it was high time they changed the rhythm to their dance. Whatever that thing between them was undeniable anyway, so what good would it do to keep avoiding it forever?
So Fuji took the initiative. He’d reach out his hand for Tezuka to take, he’d offer the older boy to create their own pace. And when Tezuka took it, then they could continue their dance with their own rhythm.
A waltz of their own.
* * *
08. “Trust You” – Yuna Ito
Before, Tezuka had always been sure of what he wanted. That he, without a doubt, would reach his dream to be a professional player. He had decided since he entered Seigaku that he would take whatever path needed to reach that goal.
So why did he hesitate now? Why was he not that determined to leave the country and go to Germany to pursue his dream?
Right, because now he had Fuji. A part of him was unwilling to leave the tensai’s side, afraid of the consequences their separation would bring.
Fuji was the first person that he allowed to be so close to his heart, after all.
“It’s okay,” Fuji told him. “Just go, Tezuka. We’ll be okay. Just believe in each other, and we’ll be fine even though we’re far apart, because our hearts are connected.”
Tezuka was still hesitant at first, still not that willing to just leave after all they had gone through to finally be able to be together.
But he trusted Fuji. And he believed that their bond wasn’t that weak.
He made up his mind that he would chase his dream while promising himself that, even if they’re far apart, Fuji would always be the one for him.
* * *
09. “Diamond Crevasse” – Sheryl Nome starring May’n
Fuji couldn’t believe what he was seeing. There was Tezuka, lying unconscious in a hospital bed, with little to none possibility of he ever waking up again.
This couldn’t be, it was too sudden. Fuji never expected that this morning when Tezuka had left after an argument—and thus Fuji hadn’t gone to see him off—would be the last time Fuji ever see him awake.
“He may not last long,” the doctor had said, but Fuji refused to believe it.
Couldn’t they do something? Wouldn’t God listen to him and create some sort of a miracle? Was it too much to ask for Tezuka to just open his eyes and live on?
But as the monitor indicating Tezuka’s life went static, Fuji lost all hopes.
He didn’t know how long he had sat there, just holding Tezuka’s hand that was getting colder by the minute.
If only he had known, he would’ve relented and apologized first, and maybe even embraced him before Tezuka left the house, just like always.
But it was too late. All Fuji could hope for now was that he can meet Tezuka again in another lifetime, if that even exists.
* * *
10. “Suki” (Like/Love) – Rie Fu
Fuji looked out of the window, to the brightening night sky—or was it morning already?—adorned with twinkling stars. He had been up musing about his feelings for a certain stoic captain for God knew how long now.
Funny, he thought, that once he had realized that he loved Tezuka, the things he used to find annoying about Tezuka had slowly become endearing. His obsession with Tennis, for one. The passion Tezuka held for the sport was rather amazing, especially for someone like Fuji who was rather laid back about everything.
His obsession for assigning laps was rather cute too, as long as Fuji wasn’t the one to run those laps.
Fuji could see silvers of lights starting to show from the horizon, and he silently chuckled to himself. He had to give Tezuka some credits for making him staying up all night and into the morning just thinking about him.
He was still wide awake now, even though the sun was now slowly rising. But somehow, he felt good.
And suddenly, he wanted to tell Tezuka how he felt about him.
~NeverEnding~
A/N: How did you like them? Please let me know what you think of them, ne? Oh and if you don’t mind telling me your favorite one(s) and why? Thanks, and reviews are the nutrition to my muse :D
Pairing: TezuFuji *gasps* XD
Summary: A set of unrelated drabbles on various Tezuka-Fuji relationships.
Rating: PG-ish
Warnings: Some of these may make little sense. Unbetaed. Random.
Dedications:
chibikaoruchan, tsundelenxkaho, demonessryu, and other September Birthday Celebrants.A/N: Ignore the lame title please, thank you. Written in my attempt to get my writing mood and muse back. HAPPY BIRTHDAY Tina and Caroline! Wish you all the best. I’m sorry I can only give you this, but please enjoy ^^. For Ryu, advanced happy birthday!! I won’t be able to write anything for quite a while, so here’s an early b’day gift for you. It conveniently has ‘Full of Grace’, by the way. You asked me once for that, ne?
Anyway, this will be my b’day gift for everyone whose birthdays I have and probably will miss. I’m quite busy these days, and being PC-less didn’t help. Just, Please enjoy~
Music Meme
1. Pick a character, pairing, or fandom you like.
2. Turn on your music player and put it on random/shuffle.
3. Write a drabble related to each song that plays. You only have the time frame of the song to finish the drabbles; you start when the song starts, and stop when it's over. No lingering afterwards!
4. Do ten of these, then post them.
01. “Eyes on Me” – Faye Wong
Fuji had seen that man for a few times now; the tall, dark-haired man that had been frequenting this little bar where he worked as a pianist and a singer. It was frequent, the looks Fuji often caught from those hazel orbs—Fuji had always possessed excellent eyesight, thus he could tell his eye color despite the distance and dim light.
It made him want to smile, those shy looks the seemingly stoic man had been giving him.
So tonight, he decided that, if that man wasn’t going to make his move, then he would just approach him. After all, those looks did mean something, right?
Fuji walked gracefully through the small crowd to a corner, where that man always silently stood. He could see that man noticing his approach, so Fuji smiled.
Once they were face-to-face, Fuji was immediately drawn to the dark eyes that seemed to hold a lot of emotions that the stoic façade didn’t let on.
Fuji let his cerulean eyes show as he smiled up to the man.
“Hello, my name is Fuji Shuusuke. Would you mind joining me for a drink?”
02. “Repeat” – Acidman
Tezuka sometimes imagined himself as a tree. A lone, emotionless tree with roots planted deep and strong under a solid ground. It was how he was; unmoving, unaffected. Then maybe, Fuji was the wind. A soft breeze that created a comfortable balance to his unmoving self.
That was how he saw their friendship.
So when Fuji started harboring feelings towards him—Tezuka knew, of course. He was stoic but not dense—Tezuka felt uneasy. It disrupted the balance, this new feeling Fuji blew to his direction. And Tezuka, stubborn as he was, kept his resolve to not change anything between them, not admitting the change happening between them.
Deep, deep inside, though, he felt like this was a mistake. Yet he was afraid to admit it, afraid to face it, afraid to leave the comfortable friendship he had built with Fuji for all these years. He knew he hurt Fuji by acting indifferent, but he didn’t know what else to do, simply because he didn’t know how to deal with the feelings slowly growing inside himself.
And so he backed away each time Fuji took a step forward, repeating his mistakes again, and again.
03. “Northern Cross” – Sheryl Nome starring May’n
Tezuka was never one to act on impulse. Neither was he someone irrational. But somehow, this pounding in his chest whenever a certain tensai was near was slowly driving him crazy, simply because he didn’t know how to deal with it.
So he was surprised at himself when one day after practice, when Fuji cornered him and asked Tezuka to tell him what had been bothering the captain, Tezuka blurted out his feelings.
The look on Fuji’s face made Tezuka regret ever saying those words.
“I’m really sorry, Tezuka,” was Fuji’s reply, accompanied by that painful smile that it hurt Tezuka just to look at him.
And in that instant, Tezuka felt like his world was shattered.
04. “Full of Grace” – Sarah McLachlan
It was a really cold winter in Japan that Fuji could practically feel his bone froze. He was halfway to the house of the man that was once shared his love with. The one man that he had hurt and betrayed.
They had decided to separate because of their mounting arguments had done nothing but hurt each other. But now Fuji knew better. He should’ve fought to keep their relationship. He should’ve never let Tezuka go.
He knew he could love Tezuka better than this.
So he made a promise to himself that he would, but to do that, he needed to get Tezuka back first.
And he certainly will get him back.
05. “Sleep Don’t Weep” – Damien Rice
Tezuka watched the honey-haired man lay in his bed, an unreadable expression on his face. He gently stroked the light brown locks, absently brushing his cheek, gently tracing the trail of dried tears.
It had been a rough day for Fuji, he knew.
Being the eldest son, not to mention a genius one had put a lot of expectations on those slender shoulders. So it hadn’t really been a surprise when his father went furious when Fuji had admitted his relationship with Tezuka.
Those hurtful words had been thrown to Fuji, and yet the brunette had taken them all without so much of a flinch, but Tezuka knew better. He had been, and still was, hurting inside.
Slowly, Fuji leaned against his touch, and Tezuka saw him closing his eyes, a tired look on his face. He bent down and lightly kissed Fuji on the forehead, and whispered on his ear that everything would be alright, that he would be there for Fuji no matter what.
“Sleep,” he gently ordered, brushing Fuji’s face lightly, repeatedly, until Fuji’s breathing evened out as he drifted off to a tired slumber.
06. “Hanamuke no Melody” (Farewell’s Melody) – Jyuukai
Tezuka looked out to the veranda illuminated by the orange light of the setting sun. Once, Fuji had used to stand there, just admiring the sight with a serene smile.
Now though, there was only Tezuka left in this little apartment. Fuji had gone far away to chase his dream and tend to his responsibilities, and Tezuka would be doing the same soon enough. It had been their mutual decision to free each other from their bond.
Because they could no longer be selfish, now that both of them were adults, right?
He remembered that day they had said goodbye, not really willing to let go of each other, they had made a promise; that if one day they could meet again and were given a second chance, then maybe, at that time, they would struggle to be together.
And with that promise as their anchor, they were now walking their separate ways.
07. “Waltz” – Suneohair
Attraction was kind of like gravity, Fuji had thought. No matter how you try to deny it, you would only get pulled closer and closer.
It had gotten rather tiring, this waltz he had been doing with Tezuka. While both of them knew there was something between them—something that reached beyond their comfortable friendship—neither of them dared to embrace it. Instead, both of them just danced around each other, not wanting to get too close and yet not willing to be too far apart.
But enough was enough. Fuji decided that it was high time they changed the rhythm to their dance. Whatever that thing between them was undeniable anyway, so what good would it do to keep avoiding it forever?
So Fuji took the initiative. He’d reach out his hand for Tezuka to take, he’d offer the older boy to create their own pace. And when Tezuka took it, then they could continue their dance with their own rhythm.
A waltz of their own.
08. “Trust You” – Yuna Ito
Before, Tezuka had always been sure of what he wanted. That he, without a doubt, would reach his dream to be a professional player. He had decided since he entered Seigaku that he would take whatever path needed to reach that goal.
So why did he hesitate now? Why was he not that determined to leave the country and go to Germany to pursue his dream?
Right, because now he had Fuji. A part of him was unwilling to leave the tensai’s side, afraid of the consequences their separation would bring.
Fuji was the first person that he allowed to be so close to his heart, after all.
“It’s okay,” Fuji told him. “Just go, Tezuka. We’ll be okay. Just believe in each other, and we’ll be fine even though we’re far apart, because our hearts are connected.”
Tezuka was still hesitant at first, still not that willing to just leave after all they had gone through to finally be able to be together.
But he trusted Fuji. And he believed that their bond wasn’t that weak.
He made up his mind that he would chase his dream while promising himself that, even if they’re far apart, Fuji would always be the one for him.
09. “Diamond Crevasse” – Sheryl Nome starring May’n
Fuji couldn’t believe what he was seeing. There was Tezuka, lying unconscious in a hospital bed, with little to none possibility of he ever waking up again.
This couldn’t be, it was too sudden. Fuji never expected that this morning when Tezuka had left after an argument—and thus Fuji hadn’t gone to see him off—would be the last time Fuji ever see him awake.
“He may not last long,” the doctor had said, but Fuji refused to believe it.
Couldn’t they do something? Wouldn’t God listen to him and create some sort of a miracle? Was it too much to ask for Tezuka to just open his eyes and live on?
But as the monitor indicating Tezuka’s life went static, Fuji lost all hopes.
He didn’t know how long he had sat there, just holding Tezuka’s hand that was getting colder by the minute.
If only he had known, he would’ve relented and apologized first, and maybe even embraced him before Tezuka left the house, just like always.
But it was too late. All Fuji could hope for now was that he can meet Tezuka again in another lifetime, if that even exists.
10. “Suki” (Like/Love) – Rie Fu
Fuji looked out of the window, to the brightening night sky—or was it morning already?—adorned with twinkling stars. He had been up musing about his feelings for a certain stoic captain for God knew how long now.
Funny, he thought, that once he had realized that he loved Tezuka, the things he used to find annoying about Tezuka had slowly become endearing. His obsession with Tennis, for one. The passion Tezuka held for the sport was rather amazing, especially for someone like Fuji who was rather laid back about everything.
His obsession for assigning laps was rather cute too, as long as Fuji wasn’t the one to run those laps.
Fuji could see silvers of lights starting to show from the horizon, and he silently chuckled to himself. He had to give Tezuka some credits for making him staying up all night and into the morning just thinking about him.
He was still wide awake now, even though the sun was now slowly rising. But somehow, he felt good.
And suddenly, he wanted to tell Tezuka how he felt about him.
A/N: How did you like them? Please let me know what you think of them, ne? Oh and if you don’t mind telling me your favorite one(s) and why? Thanks, and reviews are the nutrition to my muse :D
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Date: 2009-09-01 08:25 am (UTC)And for Tezuka in No.2...-> Dude, are you stupid?! Be a Man, Tezuka!
Yes, I want to say that...even for once...XDXD
Ah~~music drabbles...I'm amazed how you can write one prompt(?) per a song o.O, I'm not really good at it =.="
Hahahaha, oh well...thanks bwat ucapannya ya~
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Date: 2009-09-01 06:34 pm (UTC)LoL yea, Tezuka needs to be more of a man in #2 XD
And thank you~ this is actually my 4th time doing this meme; 2 for TeFu I posted last year, and 1 for another fandom I posted right before this, so maybe I'm kind of used to it XD;
Sama-sama~
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Date: 2009-09-01 03:17 pm (UTC)My favorite has got to be #3. I'm not familiar with the song so I don't know if I would have been surprised if I knew how the song goes. It's just... I wasn't expecting it to end like that! I guess that's a good thing? Although I feel really sad for Tezuka.
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Date: 2009-09-01 06:39 pm (UTC)Ooh, #3. Hehe.. The song is.. Kinda angry and desperate, perhaps. The drabble only covers a little part of the song. It's actually so much more.. Well, you can always search the lyrics translation on gendou.com it's a soundtrack for Macross Frontier :)
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Date: 2009-09-01 06:09 pm (UTC)#1 was good! I loved it, just like #7, but I loved #6 and #10 as well. To be honest I liked #9 very much! I don't know if it's my favorite, but you did a good job on it. Okay, I'm just going to pick one I like best...#10. Yes, I think I like that one the most ^__^ I like it because it's original. I never read a drabble or fic like that before. It's cute and fluffy and really Fuji-like. But at the same time kinda angsty, since we don't know what Tezuka will say if Fuji will confess his love. Do I make sense?
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Date: 2009-09-01 06:24 pm (UTC)Aww, you like #9 even though Tezuka died? Hehe XD
Thanks! Glad that you think #10 is original. I guess I have to thank the song then :p
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Date: 2009-09-01 07:13 pm (UTC)Yeah, because #9 almost made me cry ^_^" If it would have been longer tears would have fallen.
Great job on #10! Yay for the song!
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Date: 2009-09-01 07:25 pm (UTC)Hee, you make me want to write a TeFu deathfic (again XD)
Yes, yay for the song! It was such a nice, peaceful song too :3
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Date: 2009-09-01 07:43 pm (UTC)You hate me that much? >_< No, just kidding XD
I don't know the song XD
Ne, Ai-chan, it's in the middle of the night at your place, right? Go to bed!
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Date: 2009-09-01 07:58 pm (UTC)Haha, just google it if you want to know. It's an accoustic song though, very peaceful and not noisy XD;
LoL, it's actually 3 am here XD;
I am in bed, but I just can't sleep! I didn't drink the coffee, by the way :p
I'll try to sleep now. My head's starting to hurt XD;
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Date: 2009-09-02 08:01 am (UTC)I will when I have time XD;;
Omg, 3 AM. I was peacefully asleep at that time XD I'm such a lazy person! I wouldn't be able to stay awake that long XD
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Date: 2009-09-02 08:35 am (UTC)I didn't want to stay awake either XD;
Damn insomnia..
Btw we just had an earthquake :/
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Date: 2009-09-02 09:28 am (UTC)Is this a love confession? XDNot being able to sleep is no fun >_<
I always start reading books or manga when I can't sleep.
Omg O_o a big one? A small one? Did anything happen?
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Date: 2009-09-02 12:02 pm (UTC)Perhaps. It depends on how you want to see it :p (lol, I feel like Fuji saying it like that XD)I read a fic last night, and damn, it was so awesome that after reading it, I couldn't sleep even more XD;
You've read bout the earthquake on my other entry ne? Nothing happened to me though it was pretty bad in some other cities.
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Date: 2009-09-02 04:13 pm (UTC)You also proposed to me, so...XD
You couldn't sleep because of the amazing-ness of that fic?
Yeah, I read about it. I'm glad you're alright *huggles*
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Date: 2009-09-02 05:07 pm (UTC)Yep, I couldn't sleep coz of the awesomeness. It's the one I talked about in the other email.
Thank you! *snugs*
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Date: 2009-09-02 05:44 pm (UTC)I would fly to Indonesia if something had happened to you!
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Date: 2009-09-02 07:14 pm (UTC)Aww~ thank you! *snugs*
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Date: 2009-09-02 07:18 pm (UTC)Aww~ thank you! *snugs*
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Date: 2009-09-01 06:19 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-09-01 06:40 pm (UTC)Thanks for reading ^^
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Date: 2009-09-03 10:25 am (UTC)i like #10 the most, it's just very sweet for me..
#9 is so sad.. *sobs*
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Date: 2009-09-03 11:30 am (UTC)And I'm not leaving the fandom, I'm still gonna write TeFu from time to time :D
Thank you, glad you like #10, it was fun to write :D
And haha, I like song #9. It's very sad, indeed, thus the drabble :3
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Date: 2009-09-04 05:39 pm (UTC)And I'm glad that the last one wasn't an angsty one ^^
I like #2 and the last one the most. I like the tree thing in #2, Tezuka is indeed kinda like a tree. And I like the bitter feeling, which was faint yet intense.
As for the last one, of course we would like it! The Fuji in it was so well written. And I could almost feel the impulsiveness in him too. It's full of spirit, just like the morning which Fuji was waiting for.
I hope your days of PC-less will end very soon. So that we can read more from you :)
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Date: 2009-09-05 04:37 am (UTC)Thank you! I was actually confused as to what to write for #2. Seriously that song used too much metaphor! But I'm glad that the tree thing worked :D
And the last one was fun to write! The song is accoustic, calming and peaceful and just.. Full of spirit, I guess XD
So glad that you and the others like it ^^
Thanks for reading! And yeah, I hope so too. There's a lot that I want to write xp
Btw, check this out? http://a1y-puff.livejournal.com/56598.html
It's just another TeFu drabble of mine, hehe...
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Date: 2009-09-05 03:04 am (UTC)Anyway, am going to try to finish Last Snow in time for my birthday but we'll have to see how that one's working. I have to warn you that what I have in mind is definitely not what you have in mind. Hehehe... blame my bf's laptop for the inspiration. Ja~~ *off to write*
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Date: 2009-09-05 03:49 am (UTC)Glad that you liked them all, and that Full of Grace made you smile :D
About the angst, blame my playlist XD
Though I do have some happy or fluffy and even crack-ish songs, apparently my playlis loves giving TeFu angst :p
And umm... Pron? >.>
And yay! So fast! I'm still on my first paragraph of the lyrics for my own Last Snow (not TeFu) XD
How do you know what I have in mind? :p
But anyway, surprise me :D
If you want, you can read Isu's Last Snow too, it's on her ffnet. It's YuuRam though ^^
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Date: 2009-09-06 06:55 am (UTC)I'm kinda scared you're gonna write Last Snow for TeFu...*is shot*
Ah, but Neesan told me about you and your bf, so congratulations neee~~*hugs* I'm so happy for you!! So cute~~*pinches Ryu-san's cheek*
I just hope you wouldn't be too cruel to TeFu in the Last Snow fic~~ XDDDDD Eh, are you going to slip in some pron?? XDDDD
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Date: 2009-09-06 06:50 am (UTC)#1. I love this. It's~~ Nyaaa~~ you got the atmosphere of the song, Neesan~ It kinda reminds me of Yamada D. Yonezoh's doujins. It's somewhat FuTe, sooo~~ (And then there's the fact that the song somewhat resembles me and 'him', LoL~~)
#2. Helloooo awesome-ness!!! The angst made me cringe (yes, you know how I am when I'm reading fics..) and I love the metaphor... I like wind!Fuji.. XD And I feel like smacking Tezuka here, since he's soooo afraid of 'change'. Eh, should we continue our plans on this song based on your drabble?XD XD I like the concept a lot~
#3. This is the cruelest you've ever done to TeFu. *weeps* Honestly, I didn't expect the ending so I was all "Whut???" TT-TT
#4. Out of the ten drabbles, I think this one's the simplest. XDDD I like it for that, and for the optimistic atmosphere that radiates from it even though it's somewhat angsty~
#5. HIOREHFENYT94YN YTOE8YTOEHTHGKSAGK ILOVEITSOMUUUUUCCCCHHHHHH~~~!!!! The full-blown angst!!! The subtle fluff!!!!!! *teary-eyed* Aaaaahhh~~ how I've been hungry for a TeFu like this one... I think I'd be crying if it were longer... TT-TT You described the angst and the comfort in small and simplest gesture (like the tear, and Tezuka's litle kiss) and I was like, "OMGITHINKI'MGOINGTOCRYYYY~~~"
Ahem. Alright, moving on..
#6. I.. honestly am not sure how to react. Since it's angsty, but it also have this.. um.. positive feeling at the end-line, but I guess I like how 'real' this one is. Do I make any sense???0-o
#7. LUFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF ITTTTTTTT!!! And Fuji initiated everything too~~~ I'm really weak for this kind of co-dominance. *sighs* Beautiful~ and I think this portrays them perfectly~
#8. Awwwwwwwwwwww.... Oh Fuji... And that's all the reassurance Tezuka needs, ne...*hugs TeFu*
#9. You killed Tezuka. *pauses* Again.
TT-TT TT-TT
I love this one so much.. Fuji's regret and hopelessness was soooo thick throughout the little drabble. It's really sad...
#10. I wanna hug Fuji sooooo bad!!!! *hugs Fuji, throws him to Tezuka* Honestly, this is sooo cute!! Kawaiiiiiii~~~ so very naive and somewhat childish~ especially the "...as long as Fuji wasn’t the one to run those laps." XDDDD I love it a lot!!!! There's somewhat "This is Fuji's first love" vibes going on while I read this drabble, since it' so cute and it kinda reminds me of Ryu.. ahahaha...
There~~~ I rambled~ and I'm still hungry.. TT-TT
Kebanyakan angst... knapa rata2 lagunya yg keluar angsty sih???*pokes you deviously*
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Date: 2009-09-07 09:36 pm (UTC)very late but... Lovely! Beautiful! All the pieces have a very harmonious atmosphere to them and I really like how some are sad and others hopeful. I adored 5 [because it's a kind of scene that's rarely written realistically ^^] and 9, because I have that odd faible for happy-end-deathfics. ^___^
Thank you so much for sharing!
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Date: 2009-09-08 07:38 am (UTC)Thank you! The song for #5 and #9 are kinda my fave (I love, love, LOVE angsy songs XD) so I'm glad you like the drabbles for them :D
Much thanks for reading! Glad you enjoyed them ^^
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Date: 2009-09-13 06:16 pm (UTC)Thank you so much for this...
I miss your writing so much... Thank you for reminding me how much Love Tezuka and Fuji are.
Hugs and Kisses,
Tina~
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Date: 2009-09-14 01:31 am (UTC)You're welcome and thank you! I'm happy that you missed my writing (I missed writing too XD). And glad to have reminded you of the love of TeFu. I need to be reminded every now and then too XD
Thanks for reading! *hugs and kisses back*
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Date: 2009-09-14 09:16 pm (UTC)*note to self : try the music drabble meme myself one day*
I love the song of #1! And your drabble fits it amazingly! ^^
#2 is so sad ... Tezuka ... You ass! You know you love Fuji back! Don't keep making these dame stupid mistakes again and again and again ... !
#3 was sad as well. And this time it's Fuji making Tezuka sad ... *hugs both boys*
I hope Fuji gets Tezuka back in #4.
And #5 ... *gasps* Poor Fuji. Sweet Tezuka.
#6 is a bit bittersweet. But I love it. It's sad and hopeful as well. And, yeah, it is them.
I think #7 is my favorite. How you described their relastionship as a dance. Going from friendship to love. Gradually and both hesitant. And Fuji taking the initiative and Tezuka answering, and both of them making a dance of their own ... *sighs* Beautiful! ^^
#8 and #6 both are ... a little bittersweet as well. Certainly #6. They jsut gotta be together. And well, in #8 they're still together. Sort of. ^^ Beautiful describtion!! XD
#10 and #9 are my next favorites. #9 because it is so sad and it feels so real and ... I normally hate deathfics. And #10 ... Well. That was just so beautiful described! And so real as well and ... damn love ... ^_^"
Long reply ... ^_^" But well, that is what you get for writing such amazing drabbles!!!! XD Loved reading them! And you really made me try to do that meme myself... I am so gonna read these drabbles again tomorrow! XD
Thanks for updating!!!! ♥
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Date: 2009-09-15 02:14 am (UTC)I'm glad that you like and enjoyed them all :D
And do try the meme! And if you could link me when you're done, coz I don't check lj that often ^^;
Much thanks for reading and reviewing :D
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Date: 2009-09-15 05:41 am (UTC)Of course I liked them! You are an awesome writer and these drabbles are just .... ♥ !
I will try. Perhaps tomorrow evening. Perhaps this afternoon ... We'll see. ^^
And I will link it to you if I post it. ^^
You're very welcome! Much thanks for writing and updateing !!!
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Date: 2009-09-18 06:09 am (UTC)D-Grayman's WISH was playing while reading #6 and it felt like I was gonna cry! Not sure bout the lyrics but the melody fits the sadness I felt for their decision. -_-
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Date: 2009-09-18 06:34 am (UTC)no subject
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