GAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!

[a1y_puff]

Okay, I just finished my IELTS test and I just NEED to rant...
I'm depressed >.<

Okay so let me give some kind of a report of how the test was. it started with the listening test. well,
i don't really have a problem here. but in the last part, I got a little distracted so I got a little difficulty to follow but I guess I'd be fine.

second is the reading part. there were 3 reading passage. the first one was about some automatic, computerized car thingy....   feel like reading a sci-fi >_>
the second was about TV-addict... I was wondering why didn't they make an article on computers or internet-addict instead xD;;
the last was about err,.. something to do with phytoplancton and zooplancton and some ice-something.. I forgot...
Well basically I don't really have a problem here either, so I think I should be fine

next is the writing part... during my prep class, the y only teach us how to describe a graph or a chart. but when i flip my test booklet... I saw two pictures... it said they were diagrams but they didn't look like diagrams >_>
anyway the 2nd part I have to write about healthy lifestyle, that some people said the government should be the one to ensure the people of that country to have healthy lifestyles while others said that individuals should be free to choose their lifestyles.. I just ranted there, I hope it's alright.. and I didn't have time to re-check my spelling and grammar... hope I didn't make much mistakes.

now the last part... SPEAKING... dang! I thought reading would be the hardest one for me but it was speaking... it's not that I can't speak english but I got freaking nervous!!
I felt REALLY nervous that I forgot some words,, DAMN!! >.<
I felt my knees were shaiking lightly (good thing I was sitting down) and I kinda well... too much 'err' or sumthin >.<
but I think I was pretty much fluent despite all that... maybe... I hope...

the results will be on April 12.. I'm scared >.<
anyway I'm so NERVOUS now!! won't you guys give me some hugs? TT_TT

Comments

[speadee.livejournal.com]

I don't blame you for not wanting to read the material. I really don't like reading textbooks. To make things worse, my mind wanders a lot, and I can't sit still for more than 1/2 hour. Besides, it was too hot for you to do much. Usually the fear of failing is what helps me do what I don't like, but have to.

{{HUGS}} Sorry the test put you down. I think that is one of the jobs of tests: putting us down. I think you're fine on the test. I myself would have the hardest time on speaking. I'm not good at oral stuff, and often mess up. I get nervous, too.

I'm glad the remote control works now. Sorry you couldn't get it actually fixed, and your brother lost his cell phone. Could the thief have used a ladder? I guess everyone must have been heavy sleepers, because if someone were at my window, I would wake up, even if they didn't make a sound. I wake easily.

Reply to comment:
It's true that small things can make huge differences. At times, we don't get to see it.

[a1y-puff.livejournal.com]

Hahah.. indeed.. it was too hot plush having my period really didn't help at all >_>

*hugs back* thank you >.<
hahah, as long as the remote works, I don't really mind ^^
and yes, he lost his cellphone >_>
and he's the type that looks like dead when sleeping ^^;;
and he just got to bed around 3.30 am, maybe that's why, he (and his friends) were too tired to even noticed ^^;

[speadee.livejournal.com]

It was hot here too, and now it's cold. I also hate that time of the month. The hassles upset me.

I myself have trouble falling and staying asleep, so someone at the window would wake me up.

Sorry about your bad internet connection and parents limiting your time. I have limited internet time at my parents' house too. Even worse, they will get after me if they find out that I participate in online communities. I hope they don't find my LJ account.

I also did the music survey.

[a1y-puff.livejournal.com]

Aah, sorry that the weather changed so drastically from hot too cold ^^;
yeah, that time of the month is really annoying ne?

I have problem falling asleep but once asleep, it'll be hard to wake me up ^^;
and also, if I didn't wake up by myself, I'd be very grouchy ^^;

hahah, I just have to live with it ne ^^;
whew, do your parents go checking your accounts on the internet? I hope they won't fins out tho.. then you always have to delete the internet history ne?

was the music survey fun? :)

[speadee.livejournal.com]

I enjoyed the music survey though it was a hassle to look up translations.

The past 2 years, the weather has been very unsteady, often changing.

I have trouble falling and staying asleep. I'll wake several times during the night. I'm not a morning person, and am often not in a good mood when I just wake up. However, I manage to suppress it when with other people.

My parents do not check my internet accounts. They don't know much about computers, so they can't check. I don't live with them, but I have to go to their place for Spring Break. My brother is a different story. He is better at computers than I am, so there's a possibility he could find out and tell my parents, and they'll gang up on me. I've never even given hints of my screen names in front of them so I hope they don't find out.

[enasniyllagel.livejournal.com]

I know what you're feeling. I was learning french last year ( i dropped it it was too annoying and hard) I was pretty good at writing it but i totally suck at speaking and listening. The introductory course i took I got a D but that's considered a fail in that department so I couldnt do level II and had to write over level I. Maybe I might attempt to learn it sometime in the future but spanish sounds a little more appealing.

[a1y-puff.livejournal.com]

Hahah ^^;;
actually if not under pressure, I can speak fluently.. it's just suddenly I got all nervous over the test >_>

wah, I wanna learn other langauges too if only I got the chance ^^
just curious though, is your first language english?

[enasniyllagel.livejournal.com]

Yes my first language is english. It's not standard english, everyone more or less speaks dialect (trini vernacular).
I want to learn more languages as well, i would like to speak three or four different languages I just wish computer technology could catch up quickly so that it only requires an injection or something *_* i watch too much sci-fi.
I really want to learn latin, i fell in love with it about six, seven years ago *too bad its a dead language*

[a1y-puff.livejournal.com]

Ah, I see ^^ where do you live? ^^
I really want to learn Japanese. and maybe German as well ^^
Ah latin is a good language ^^
yes, too bad ne ^^

[enasniyllagel.livejournal.com]

I'm from Trinidad and Tobago (its in the caribbean)

[forbiden-past.livejournal.com]

Wuih, gw belum ngambil test ini, nanti paling..tahun depan, pas kegiatan kuliah uda mulai berkurang >_< Jadi inget pas tes inggris di SMA dulu, kita duduk trus ditanya2, pertanyaannya dan jawabannya harus dalam bahasa inggris..tegang dan grogi banget, jawabnya pun seadanya aja >_<

Gw jadi tau sekarang kalo test IELTS diapaain aja, :P
Tenang aja, yang penting sudah berusaha yang terbaik kan, hehe^^

[a1y-puff.livejournal.com]

Hahah, mo ambil test IELTS buat kemana? ^^
Wah, pas SMA gw ga pernah digituin tuh xD;;
iya tadi gw juga asal ngemeng ajah >.< moga2 lolos, paling gak 6.0 aja biar sesuai band score-nya >.<

LoL... gpp, gw bagi2 info, heheh... klo dah tau enak kan persiapannya xD
iyah, mudah2an ^^ wish me luck yah x3 *glomps*

[tacuma811.livejournal.com]

*Hugs Ai, again*

We already talked about it and I'm still sure you made it! ^_^

[a1y-puff.livejournal.com]

*hugs Ann again*

Thanks >.< I'll announce my result in here as well... if it's not an embarrassing result, that is ^^;

[tacuma811.livejournal.com]

If the result is embarrassing, tell me in an e-mail! ^_~

[a1y-puff.livejournal.com]

Hahah, of course... tho I really hope it won't be embarrassing >.

[tacuma811.livejournal.com]

I hope it will be an amazing result and that you want to tell everybody XD

POM-POMS and CONFETTI!

[lovefujitez.livejournal.com]

Congratulations Aiy!

I am pretty sure you will ace this exam!

Re: POM-POMS and CONFETTI!

[a1y-puff.livejournal.com]

Thaaanks~~ *glomps*

I sure hope so >.<

^{btw, if you don't mind, please comment at my latest fic Of Dreams and Reality ne? it's my first time writing on Fuji's PoV, I'd like to know what you think ^^}

Re: POM-POMS and CONFETTI!

[lovefujitez.livejournal.com]

gomen...yikes missed another one! searching clicking on the fic and reads right away!

Re: POM-POMS and CONFETTI!

[a1y-puff.livejournal.com]

^^;;;
I'm sorry but it seems like I'm pretty hyperactive at writing fics that you missed it ^^;
I'll tell you now then that within this week I'll post another one (tho I haven't written it down so i dunno the exact day I'll post it ^^;;)

[reader-a.livejournal.com]

*hugs*
But it feels better after doing the test right? now you cant do more than wait for the results. and you can write more T/F-fics ^^
you'll be fine. writing is something that you can do - just look at all the fics?! *rehugs*

[a1y-puff.livejournal.com]

*hugs back* thanks >.<

hahha, it is.. now i can start writing at the angsty fic I planned.. the muse kept poking me these days XDDD

and thanks again! I will announce my result test here (if it's not an embarrassing result, that is ^^; *glomps*

[reader-a.livejournal.com]

yay for poking muses ^^
I'm thinking about letting people make requests so I get get my muse working again.
(we're tired from being overworked) *nods*

I'll keep my fingers crossed for you ^^

[a1y-puff.livejournal.com]

Heheh... yes, yay for it!
the fic will be a sequel for "Love Has No Eyes" yuo've read that ne? :)
tho it'll be angst... and I think I'll make another sequel after that >_>
lol...
ah yes, a request can really feed your muse. that's why I asked people for requests in TSM ^^

thank you!! *glomps*

[vierblith-tefu.livejournal.com]

*glomps*
I'm sure you did well. ^_^

[a1y-puff.livejournal.com]

*glomps back*
thaaank youuuu~~!!! >.<

^{Oh btw, I decided to draw Cinderella after all. do you think I should keep Fuji as a male or should I make her a girl? and what clothes should he be in? ^^;}

[rubyautumn.livejournal.com]

Gonna throw in my personal thing here if you don't mine ~

a) Cinderall remains as Fuji
b) why not do both? the rags and the really pretty dress? :D

[a1y-puff.livejournal.com]

I planned to make him remained as Fuji as well but I dunno what clothes should I draw for him xD;;

and I'd love to draw both if I have time ^^ but I think I can only draw one pic T_T
but Fuji in a dress will certainly looks good >_>
hahah xD

[rubyautumn.livejournal.com]

Well, if you can only do one then definatley do the dress! A big pretty one, like a massive ball gown or prom! *found pretty pictures when she looked for them on ask.com and google*

[a1y-puff.livejournal.com]

well, the pic wouldn't have him from head to toe tho so prolly the dress wouldn't show ^^;;
but I'll make him in a dress for another occasion perhaps, thanks for the idea ^^

[vierblith-tefu.livejournal.com]

Just glad that it's over now~
I really like Fuji as a male, but you can make her a girl right now just so people would see that he is Cinderella, I suppose. Hmm... perhaps, maid's dress (with the broom) and, of course, glass slippers?? :D

[vierblith-tefu.livejournal.com]

Here's another idea.. Tezuka puts the glass slippers/shoes on Fuji and Fuji stoops down with an all-knowing smirk at Tezuka. XD
*sorry for spamming XD*

[a1y-puff.livejournal.com]

Yeah, glad it's over ^^

Actually I planned to draw Fuji giving his glass shoe to Tezuka on purpose so people will know it's Cinderella ^^
but if I can draw an 'all-knowing-smirk' on Fuji's face, then I might ^^
thanks!
^{but Fuji in a maid's dress seems appealing too :9}

[vierblith-tefu.livejournal.com]

Oooh, that's cute too! It's up to you really. Cinderella!Fuji~ *sighs*

[a1y-puff.livejournal.com]

Hahah, let's just see what my hand decided to draw (sometimes, my hand and my brain just don't want to cooperate >_>)
Cinderella!Fuji.. you'll get to read that soon enough. tacuma811 write that for my b'day x3
^{I can't wait for my b'day!! I wanna read that Cinderella! Fuji x3}

[rubyautumn.livejournal.com]

Oh! No worries! I'm sure you did just fine! I really think these people take into account some people stress when tested, so I have perfect faith you will pass!

Granted, I have no idea what this test is about, but trust me you will pass! XD

*huggles*

[a1y-puff.livejournal.com]

Thanks a lot. i do hope I didn't screw up too much because of being nervous >.<
I mean, I'm not sure if I spoke with teh right grammar >_>
but I think the examiner understood what I was talking about though ^^;;

Hahah, IELTS is basically a test for an English skill, especially if you planned to study abroad in a country which speaks English ^^

*huggles back* thanks! <3

[rubyautumn.livejournal.com]

Oh, okay, I get it now! :D Well, you're english is fantastic when writing and whatnot, which is more than I can say for myself when it comes to other languages. *couldn't write or speak Spanish for the life of her, even after three years of it and rudementary stuff eludes here* I can read spanish very well though! :D

But I digress. No worries! I'm sure you'll do fine, like I said. <3

[a1y-puff.livejournal.com]

Thanks so much x3
I'm glad if you think my english is fine, then maybe I wouldn't score bad at the test ^^;
^{the result would be on April 12.. why does it have to take that looong?? T_T}

[chibikaoruchan.livejournal.com]

Aweeeess!! Your test seems really hard... >.< I hope you will get a good mark though. I have the same problems these days with exams and tests... T-T

-BIG HUG- ^-^ get better soon~~

ps. I'm going to post part 3 of On a rainy day tomorrow. >< you told me to notice you...

[a1y-puff.livejournal.com]

hahah.. not that hard.. it's just I'm nervous in the speaking part >.<
Thanks! I hope I'll get at least my band score which is 6.0
*hugs back* thankies!I'll get better soon. I want to write another fic xD

Has it been posted now? :D
(I dunno how much time difference we have xDD)

[xpeart.livejournal.com]

arghh~~ IETS is more harder then toefel... ha~~ remebered how my teachers in high school taught us how to do IELTS...
i dont know,, but he;s so obsessed by it...
its annoying, IELTS... banyak yg harus dilakuin...
hei, bukannya aiy tuh mo ke daratan eropa?? ko pake IELTS??
ha~~ exp pikir IELTS tuh klo ke australian ^^;;
eropa pake IELTS toh... klo TOEFEL kalo ke amrik ya??
haduh... heu goodluck !~

[a1y-puff.livejournal.com]

IELTS tu lebih k british, klo TOEFL american.. katanya si...
makasih! moga2 nilai gw ga jelek >.