I FAIL

So, on Tuesday, I told myself to work on my christmas_cacti fic. But then, my plot bunnies wasn't really cooperative. Sooo... I ended up watching dramapuri instead >.>
They sell the dvd with indonesian subs here, with all 22 eps, but I didn't really watch it as I skipped and skipped and skipped and only watch the TezuFuji-ness (and ZOMG THEY HUGGED! *dies*).

On Wednesday, I told myself, again, that I really should work on the fic, but then I kept sneezing non-stop that I couldn't really write. After some paragraph, I took some medicine and went napping. I thought I'd write again after waking up. But then I got a headache and after forcing myself to finish at least 2 parts, I gave up, took another medicine and went to sleep.

Yesterday I woke up with a fever of 39.5 degree.

No wonder i felt uncomfortable. I felt like my head was hit by some hard and sharp objects, and if I tried to walk, it kept pounding, hard. I felt like I understood a little of Tezuka's pain in TLS >.>
Anyway I slept through the day, and the fever decreased slowly. By afternoon it was 38.5 degree, and by evening, 37.3 degree. And here I was planning to finish the fic by this weekend cz the deadline really is drawing near o.o

I fail T.T

Today i felt better but still got some light headache, so I think I'll rest today and start writing again tomorrow. Hope I'll recover by then, wish me luck T.T

Btw people, about my previous meme, I'll do it after I finish my christmas_cacti fic ne? Cz I really need to finish it ASAP, ne?