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DGM 191: *bawls*
(Yes, I know this icon is overused but I LOVE IT and it fits with my rambling anyway XD)
My reaction towards DGM 191 in general: Kandaaaaaaa~! *tears up*
This chapter is awesome. Heartwarming and heartbreaking all at once. I teared up just into the first few pages ;__;
So, the opening scene. Kanda standing on the ruins, looking up at the sky with a rather solemn face, seeing 'blue, as far as the eyes can see'. And then the next page he began to tear up and there was this image of Alma with blood and an expression of shock/something and 'Yuu' cried and said "Sorry, Alma, sorry."
And I teared up right there and then.
So, then the flashback came, with Kanda having quite a dream with a bloody hand that didn't belong to him. I was like, 'What kind of morbid dream is that?'
The part where he and Alma went to greet the 'others that haven't awaken' was cute and sweet and somewhat sad tho it was funny seeing Alma and Kanda's conversation about 'the guy named Winter' (I wonder what Kanda thought when he'd known that Winter is a season, but turned out there IS a guy named 'Winter Socalo'--or however you spell his name XD)
I nearly cried when they were about to 'put Yuu back to sleep' by freezing him and was all WTF PEOPLE, HOW COULD YOU?! D:
And--and! Alma carrying Yuu to escape...and then get shot by those crows and Alma was all smiley and said 'if you get lucky, maybe you could get outside?' and how he told Yuu to just 'run'.... That was.. GAH!
And, and, OH MARIE AND BAK! *hearts*
I seriously love Marie here, for some reason. I just loved it when he gently picked Yuu up and remove the arrow-thingy and Yuu went 'this smell is familiar...' and he'd later identify as the smell of blood and death... *tears up*
I was reminded that one time when Marie told Allen how he and Kanda are similar--that the darkness within them ran deep, he didnt know how to pull them out of it.)
And the whole core memories+dreams+mysterious woman things!
I'm pretty sure when the one who loves 'that woman' is the original person who was based to breed the 2nd exorcists (I guess).
So now Kanda is posessing memories of someone else. Much like Allen, anyone?
Don't you think the list of similarities between Allen and Kanda keeps growing?
1. They're both cursed.
2. They see things that shouldn't be there (the flowers vs shadow in the mirrors).
3. They have a 'time limit' to live.
4. 'The darkness within', as how Marie put it.
5. How little!Allen actually behaved like Kanda, and now this...
6. They are implanted with memories of someone else, though kind of done differently.
HOSHINO. WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO SAY?
Aaaand... Where is Allen, for god's sake, I wanna see his reaction! *tears hair in frustration*
Mou... But anyway. Now we know why Kanda keeps his distance with everyone, but still looking out for his 'comrades'. Maybe it's his regrets regarding Alma--that he couldn't save him and ended up having to kill him, what's more), and maybe this similarities between Alma and Allen, and Allen and himself was too much that he can't stand Allen.
I imagine how pissed Kanda must've been when he found out about Allen being the host for the 14th's memories. And now that I know he also has memories that don't belong to him...and how he dismissed Allen with an 'I don't care' when they were on a mission with Miranda and Allen thinking it's because he's hosting the 14th that Kanda was more on edge.. Which probably true, after all, but for an entirely different reason than merely disgusted by the Noah.
Allen reminded Kanda of himself AND Alma. That must be.... Ugh.
But anyway. Maybe it's just me. I'm sorry if I don't make sense XD
But yeah. This chapter is so AWESOME!
My reaction towards DGM 191 in general: Kandaaaaaaa~! *tears up*
This chapter is awesome. Heartwarming and heartbreaking all at once. I teared up just into the first few pages ;__;
So, the opening scene. Kanda standing on the ruins, looking up at the sky with a rather solemn face, seeing 'blue, as far as the eyes can see'. And then the next page he began to tear up and there was this image of Alma with blood and an expression of shock/something and 'Yuu' cried and said "Sorry, Alma, sorry."
And I teared up right there and then.
So, then the flashback came, with Kanda having quite a dream with a bloody hand that didn't belong to him. I was like, 'What kind of morbid dream is that?'
The part where he and Alma went to greet the 'others that haven't awaken' was cute and sweet and somewhat sad tho it was funny seeing Alma and Kanda's conversation about 'the guy named Winter' (I wonder what Kanda thought when he'd known that Winter is a season, but turned out there IS a guy named 'Winter Socalo'--or however you spell his name XD)
I nearly cried when they were about to 'put Yuu back to sleep' by freezing him and was all WTF PEOPLE, HOW COULD YOU?! D:
And--and! Alma carrying Yuu to escape...and then get shot by those crows and Alma was all smiley and said 'if you get lucky, maybe you could get outside?' and how he told Yuu to just 'run'.... That was.. GAH!
And, and, OH MARIE AND BAK! *hearts*
I seriously love Marie here, for some reason. I just loved it when he gently picked Yuu up and remove the arrow-thingy and Yuu went 'this smell is familiar...' and he'd later identify as the smell of blood and death... *tears up*
I was reminded that one time when Marie told Allen how he and Kanda are similar--that the darkness within them ran deep, he didnt know how to pull them out of it.)
And the whole core memories+dreams+mysterious woman things!
I'm pretty sure when the one who loves 'that woman' is the original person who was based to breed the 2nd exorcists (I guess).
So now Kanda is posessing memories of someone else. Much like Allen, anyone?
Don't you think the list of similarities between Allen and Kanda keeps growing?
1. They're both cursed.
2. They see things that shouldn't be there (the flowers vs shadow in the mirrors).
3. They have a 'time limit' to live.
4. 'The darkness within', as how Marie put it.
5. How little!Allen actually behaved like Kanda, and now this...
6. They are implanted with memories of someone else, though kind of done differently.
HOSHINO. WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO SAY?
Aaaand... Where is Allen, for god's sake, I wanna see his reaction! *tears hair in frustration*
Mou... But anyway. Now we know why Kanda keeps his distance with everyone, but still looking out for his 'comrades'. Maybe it's his regrets regarding Alma--that he couldn't save him and ended up having to kill him, what's more), and maybe this similarities between Alma and Allen, and Allen and himself was too much that he can't stand Allen.
I imagine how pissed Kanda must've been when he found out about Allen being the host for the 14th's memories. And now that I know he also has memories that don't belong to him...and how he dismissed Allen with an 'I don't care' when they were on a mission with Miranda and Allen thinking it's because he's hosting the 14th that Kanda was more on edge.. Which probably true, after all, but for an entirely different reason than merely disgusted by the Noah.
Allen reminded Kanda of himself AND Alma. That must be.... Ugh.
But anyway. Maybe it's just me. I'm sorry if I don't make sense XD
But yeah. This chapter is so AWESOME!
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W-well, I did a mental addition of 'Allen' after the 'I love you' hahahahaha. I can't wait for it to be animated (OVAs please please pleaseeee)! :DDD
Kanda being all cute and asdfghjkl is enough to turn my mind to goo *__* Oh, and Marie was so sweet in this chapter! And Bak looks so cute when he's young (well, he's cute now too, so cuter! hahaha)
Okay I'm just rambling~♪
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Yeeeesss! Marie was just love! And I want to ship brotherly love of Marie/Kanda. But just brotherly! XD
I now want a Yullen fic from Marie's perspective... Harhar...
Bak is just awesome like that :p
And that's fine, rambling is a fangirl's job XD