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DGM 191: *bawls*
(Yes, I know this icon is overused but I LOVE IT and it fits with my rambling anyway XD)
My reaction towards DGM 191 in general: Kandaaaaaaa~! *tears up*
This chapter is awesome. Heartwarming and heartbreaking all at once. I teared up just into the first few pages ;__;
So, the opening scene. Kanda standing on the ruins, looking up at the sky with a rather solemn face, seeing 'blue, as far as the eyes can see'. And then the next page he began to tear up and there was this image of Alma with blood and an expression of shock/something and 'Yuu' cried and said "Sorry, Alma, sorry."
And I teared up right there and then.
So, then the flashback came, with Kanda having quite a dream with a bloody hand that didn't belong to him. I was like, 'What kind of morbid dream is that?'
The part where he and Alma went to greet the 'others that haven't awaken' was cute and sweet and somewhat sad tho it was funny seeing Alma and Kanda's conversation about 'the guy named Winter' (I wonder what Kanda thought when he'd known that Winter is a season, but turned out there IS a guy named 'Winter Socalo'--or however you spell his name XD)
I nearly cried when they were about to 'put Yuu back to sleep' by freezing him and was all WTF PEOPLE, HOW COULD YOU?! D:
And--and! Alma carrying Yuu to escape...and then get shot by those crows and Alma was all smiley and said 'if you get lucky, maybe you could get outside?' and how he told Yuu to just 'run'.... That was.. GAH!
And, and, OH MARIE AND BAK! *hearts*
I seriously love Marie here, for some reason. I just loved it when he gently picked Yuu up and remove the arrow-thingy and Yuu went 'this smell is familiar...' and he'd later identify as the smell of blood and death... *tears up*
I was reminded that one time when Marie told Allen how he and Kanda are similar--that the darkness within them ran deep, he didnt know how to pull them out of it.)
And the whole core memories+dreams+mysterious woman things!
I'm pretty sure when the one who loves 'that woman' is the original person who was based to breed the 2nd exorcists (I guess).
So now Kanda is posessing memories of someone else. Much like Allen, anyone?
Don't you think the list of similarities between Allen and Kanda keeps growing?
1. They're both cursed.
2. They see things that shouldn't be there (the flowers vs shadow in the mirrors).
3. They have a 'time limit' to live.
4. 'The darkness within', as how Marie put it.
5. How little!Allen actually behaved like Kanda, and now this...
6. They are implanted with memories of someone else, though kind of done differently.
HOSHINO. WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO SAY?
Aaaand... Where is Allen, for god's sake, I wanna see his reaction! *tears hair in frustration*
Mou... But anyway. Now we know why Kanda keeps his distance with everyone, but still looking out for his 'comrades'. Maybe it's his regrets regarding Alma--that he couldn't save him and ended up having to kill him, what's more), and maybe this similarities between Alma and Allen, and Allen and himself was too much that he can't stand Allen.
I imagine how pissed Kanda must've been when he found out about Allen being the host for the 14th's memories. And now that I know he also has memories that don't belong to him...and how he dismissed Allen with an 'I don't care' when they were on a mission with Miranda and Allen thinking it's because he's hosting the 14th that Kanda was more on edge.. Which probably true, after all, but for an entirely different reason than merely disgusted by the Noah.
Allen reminded Kanda of himself AND Alma. That must be.... Ugh.
But anyway. Maybe it's just me. I'm sorry if I don't make sense XD
But yeah. This chapter is so AWESOME!
My reaction towards DGM 191 in general: Kandaaaaaaa~! *tears up*
This chapter is awesome. Heartwarming and heartbreaking all at once. I teared up just into the first few pages ;__;
So, the opening scene. Kanda standing on the ruins, looking up at the sky with a rather solemn face, seeing 'blue, as far as the eyes can see'. And then the next page he began to tear up and there was this image of Alma with blood and an expression of shock/something and 'Yuu' cried and said "Sorry, Alma, sorry."
And I teared up right there and then.
So, then the flashback came, with Kanda having quite a dream with a bloody hand that didn't belong to him. I was like, 'What kind of morbid dream is that?'
The part where he and Alma went to greet the 'others that haven't awaken' was cute and sweet and somewhat sad tho it was funny seeing Alma and Kanda's conversation about 'the guy named Winter' (I wonder what Kanda thought when he'd known that Winter is a season, but turned out there IS a guy named 'Winter Socalo'--or however you spell his name XD)
I nearly cried when they were about to 'put Yuu back to sleep' by freezing him and was all WTF PEOPLE, HOW COULD YOU?! D:
And--and! Alma carrying Yuu to escape...and then get shot by those crows and Alma was all smiley and said 'if you get lucky, maybe you could get outside?' and how he told Yuu to just 'run'.... That was.. GAH!
And, and, OH MARIE AND BAK! *hearts*
I seriously love Marie here, for some reason. I just loved it when he gently picked Yuu up and remove the arrow-thingy and Yuu went 'this smell is familiar...' and he'd later identify as the smell of blood and death... *tears up*
I was reminded that one time when Marie told Allen how he and Kanda are similar--that the darkness within them ran deep, he didnt know how to pull them out of it.)
And the whole core memories+dreams+mysterious woman things!
I'm pretty sure when the one who loves 'that woman' is the original person who was based to breed the 2nd exorcists (I guess).
So now Kanda is posessing memories of someone else. Much like Allen, anyone?
Don't you think the list of similarities between Allen and Kanda keeps growing?
1. They're both cursed.
2. They see things that shouldn't be there (the flowers vs shadow in the mirrors).
3. They have a 'time limit' to live.
4. 'The darkness within', as how Marie put it.
5. How little!Allen actually behaved like Kanda, and now this...
6. They are implanted with memories of someone else, though kind of done differently.
HOSHINO. WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO SAY?
Aaaand... Where is Allen, for god's sake, I wanna see his reaction! *tears hair in frustration*
Mou... But anyway. Now we know why Kanda keeps his distance with everyone, but still looking out for his 'comrades'. Maybe it's his regrets regarding Alma--that he couldn't save him and ended up having to kill him, what's more), and maybe this similarities between Alma and Allen, and Allen and himself was too much that he can't stand Allen.
I imagine how pissed Kanda must've been when he found out about Allen being the host for the 14th's memories. And now that I know he also has memories that don't belong to him...and how he dismissed Allen with an 'I don't care' when they were on a mission with Miranda and Allen thinking it's because he's hosting the 14th that Kanda was more on edge.. Which probably true, after all, but for an entirely different reason than merely disgusted by the Noah.
Allen reminded Kanda of himself AND Alma. That must be.... Ugh.
But anyway. Maybe it's just me. I'm sorry if I don't make sense XD
But yeah. This chapter is so AWESOME!
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You are so going to go to my blacklist. Just a warning.
With hate,
Fia
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I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE THIS CHAPTER ;__;
The opening scene is REAL heartbreaking. ;A;
Then it suddenly turned to be creepy, followed with funny convos between Alma and Kanda.
Hoshino, you really love toying with your readers' emotions don't you? And you are doing a great job on it, grats.
And Alma... Alma is so sweet... ;___; I can't really describe him with other words...
ALLEN, YOU NEED TO APPEAR SOON DARN YOU D:
And Marie also wins my heart in this chapter. His moment with Kanda is just AWWWWWWWWWW <3
AND I totally agree with you. Kanda is becoming more and more similar to Allen. THEY ARE TWO HALVES OF A SOUL, ADMIT IT GUYS *SHOT*
Lastly... WHY THE CRUEL TWO MONTHS WAIT? WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY? ;A;
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ME TOOOO! If only it had more Allen, it would've been perfect ;__;
I knooooow right? Just looking at Yuu's crying face made my heart twist. Just... Ugh!
Alma in this chapter is just...so....I have no words. Oh, alma... But I still don't want him stealing Kanda from Allen XD
AND YES, ALLEN, WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU? Hawhaw...
Marie is love. He needs more love <3
AND YES THEY ARE SOULMATE! *bricked bricked bricked*
And it's only a month, right? April issue is out in March, ne?
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Yes, we need Allen. ;___;
True, though the first thing that passed on my mind when I see him crying is "Holy-- this guy is still so pretty when crying. <3". *SHOT*
I'm melting a bit for Alma, but still... Allen is the only one for Kanda to me. ;__;
GET OUT NOW
Yes, indeed he is. <3
OF COURSE 8DDD
....................... I keep forgetting that it's February already. orz
FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIL *JUMPS OFF A CLIFF*
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Yesss. I dun want Alma to wake up if he's gonna steal kanda xp
XD. Be glad that the wait would only be for a month XD
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SAAAAAAAAAAAAAME
I can wait for a month. xD